Monday, July 10, 2006

I'm ok


you're not ok. he said,
and his lips denounced his seizure
he's a good friend.
and doesn't whant to lose her.

I'm ok, she said,
as she put her head up,
trying to keep the control,
or to disguise the lack of it...

inside, the words still sounded:
you're with us, but you're not here...
you talk to much, but nothing at all,
you've been silent, but not listening...

I'm ok, she said,
as she put her head up,
trying to keep the control,
or to disguise the lack of it...

all alone...
a tear rolls down her face
'cause sometimes,
the strengh to be ok
hurts to much...
and the pain starts to appear,
even behind a big smile.

I'm ok... I allways say,
as I put my head up.

Friday, July 07, 2006

Giant fears


All my giant fears,
has come around to haunt me
I run home
and as I walk the stairs in a breath
my heart beats faster than a rushed clock
I shut the door behind me
and hide under the bed,
my body tremble as I shake
and I close my eyes while I yell:
SHUT UP!!
SHUT UP!!

'cause confused is how I feel
and all we see is people's back!
illusions make me believe,
but all we know is people's mask.
And suddenly, it all seam calm
not even a silent breeze
but its not,
they're just pretending...

all my giant fears
has come around to haunt me
I feel them in the closet
just waiting for me to come out
It's like I'm in a room full of mirrors
have to see them
just have to face it
and I close my fist while i say:
SHUT UP!
SHUT UP!!!


can't hide from what's inside