silence..

I guess I could speak about it
yell about it
swear about it
I guess I just did

Yeah I know you won't talk about it
nor either regret it
say sorry about it
you just never do

you'll wait I just forget it
without any sign of admiting it
you're so proud on your motives
it's just the way you do it

yesterday
I drop one tear
a single one
of the billions I keep inside
I wish I could empty my eyes
and smile
with no shadow nor lies
just like I used to do (and yes, those have nothing to do with you)

Years helped me in many ways
but still
it's hard for me to accept
things I really don't need to, nor deserve to..

So I won't talk about it
nor be stuborn about it
I know that to protect me
was what you meant to

I'm better than that
you know it too..

and sometimes...
to many times,
to be silence..
is the best we can do.